Oy! im single agaaain... back on the prowl... haha not really

So it is i AGAIN! after a million years of being absent i am here. And now i will commit to write a new post everyday.
Right now i am supposed to be studying for psychology, which doesn't seem to be happening.
Ive been recently been broken-up with... and to be honest im so busy that it is only in the back of my mind for now.. it will eventually hit me. sometime. soon. i think. and i will cry? boooooo....

I have a beautiful new puppy, her name is linda (spanish accent: LEEEN-DA)
which means pretty in spanish.

ISNT SHE THE CUTEST LITTLE PEANUT EVER?!!!!

Can my account EVER STAY positive?

So today i felt like "im kind of hungry leaving Biology today and i use my cell to text my bank and see how much i can afford to buy"
(yes, i signed up for bank texting)
and i look and i just PUT 495 dollars into my account and now

i see that i am 973 DOLLARS NEGATIVE??!!!

this is one of the reasons why i maintain a hate/love relationship with technology.
now it is allll GRAVY that i can do the whole paperless billing and not have to worry about a late payment and i get to have my direct deposit from work pop up at exactly midnight thursday night.... BUT! when there is just a random charge from SCHOOL that i never scheduled.... or should i say scheduled for the begining of NEXT month.. it starts appearing today?!!! This is really when i start hating automated payments. i think the tooth fairy might come in handy right about now...

c'mon. i need i break. im poor. im in college. im STARVING. i need food.
but my appetite completely vanished at the sight of a negative balance..
i really need to kick me some bank-butt...

to be continued...

INSOMNIA

alright. here i am.
laying in my bed.
ive been looking over blogs all day and i cant help but feel excited to finally be able to write a little bit of everything that goes through my mind.
ive finally found the song that has been running through my head for the past MONTH. i was in Florida in mid august and i went to a venue called Prana. they played this song.. and i loved it. maybe im the last to know BUUUTT!

i found it.

i guess ive been living under a rock.

and just in case if you live under a rock too ^^^ check out amazon for the mp3 :)

Stress.

Every once in a while i seem to find myself overloaded with stress. it seems to be a little bit of everything, School primarily. Ive been taking 17 credits at school three out of the 4 classes are sciences which include labs. Many people say Im setting myself up for failure, but i say its merely a ambitious decision to do more than most.

To be honest i am slowly realizing... what did i get myself into.

Im the usual stereotype of a poor college student or so i like to think:

young

stupid

poor

and

ambitious

coincidence that i find myself in this situation, i think not.

ill keep you posted on my bittersweet lifestyle :)

lonely girl

Staring at the top sheet Listening to my hearth beat Wondering how to say it Playing over one track Wanting you to come back Want to have you here  Lying on a cold sheet Jump into my car seat Drive down to the river Nightlight its reflecting Somehow I'm expecting Your voice in my ear  I wish that I could tell you I wish that I could tell you I wish that I could tell you All the things that you do  Come back 'cause I'm gonna be a lonely girl again Come back 'cause I'm gonna be a lonely girl Come back 'cause I'm gonna be a lonely girl again Come back 'cause I'm gonna be a lonely girl  Lying in the long grass Watching as the clouds pass Hands held in silence Your arms right around me Feeling glad you found me Feeling like I'm home  Wish you would remember April to september Wanting to be near me Racing for the sunrise Staring into my eyes You and I alone  I wish that I could tell you I wish that I could tell you I wish that I could tell you All the things that you do  Come back 'cause I'm gonna be a lonely girl again Come back 'cause I'm gonna be a lonely girl Come back 'cause I'm gonna be a lonely girl again Come back 'cause I'm gonna be a lonely girl  Lay back in my own dream Playback on a big screen You and me together Why give up a love found Wish that I could write down What you mean to me  I wish that I could tell you I wish that I could tell you I wish that I could tell you All the things that you do  Come back 'cause I'm gonna be a lonely girl again Come back 'cause I'm gonna be a lonely girl Come back 'cause I'm gonna be a lonely girl again Come back 'cause I'm gonna be a lonely girl  (so lonely... so lonely.... so lonely... so lonely...)  Was it so wrong No you said you loved me Could it be so easy Just to walk away